Daily Journal 19 July 2020
Jul. 19th, 2020 09:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morgynleriIt's not morning, and I forgot yesterday, but fuck, it's still a daily journal entry. *nods firmly*
So, today I got to go off on people being pessemistic asshats, and fuck that. And this came from thinking about it after:
It's not that I'm a cheerful optimist who sees the best in things, it's that I'm a stubborn bitch who digs their heels in when told how to feel or think or act and says "fuck you" to whoever's doing it, and goes for something that is entirely different.
Which. Right now there's so much going "be sad, be angry, the sky is falling and we're all doomed", and my response to that is "I will be fucking cheerful and fucking optimistic and we're all going to fucking get through this if I have to drag you kicking and screaming into a brighter future, and now we need to get this sky propped up, and even if I can't lift the beams, I can make sure you've got snacks and drinks while you get them in place."
(And to that end, I'm going to go poking through the fic I still haven't gotten onto AO3 that's been finished for ages and languishing on tumblr. And get it posted. Because fuck it, I can art, and my art is words, and words are good.)
So, today I got to go off on people being pessemistic asshats, and fuck that. And this came from thinking about it after:
It's not that I'm a cheerful optimist who sees the best in things, it's that I'm a stubborn bitch who digs their heels in when told how to feel or think or act and says "fuck you" to whoever's doing it, and goes for something that is entirely different.
Which. Right now there's so much going "be sad, be angry, the sky is falling and we're all doomed", and my response to that is "I will be fucking cheerful and fucking optimistic and we're all going to fucking get through this if I have to drag you kicking and screaming into a brighter future, and now we need to get this sky propped up, and even if I can't lift the beams, I can make sure you've got snacks and drinks while you get them in place."
(And to that end, I'm going to go poking through the fic I still haven't gotten onto AO3 that's been finished for ages and languishing on tumblr. And get it posted. Because fuck it, I can art, and my art is words, and words are good.)